Sleepless 08 Jan 06

You may know what I want to say. I am feeling jealous of seeing you with him. Was thinking that you will buy a house soon and move out of this area. Heard that you planned to go back to China this Feb. Sometime, we will maybe be like strangers. Will you still open yourself to me?

Sleepless 4 Jan 06

I was wondering whether you are still reading or want to read. Maybe you did not go to this website anymore. Anyway, I am writing here like a ghost or maybe writing to myself.

Went to Gym tonite with Cindy. And stayed there for about an hour. I should go there every nite to keep fit. Maybe it is too long for us not to talk to each other. I feel strange when you look at me. I am not sure what I should say. Is that what you want?

Heard that you cooked Turkey and tasted good. When someone mentioned to you, I tryed not to keep mentioning you. But remembered everything they told me. Are you feeling happy? Or miss me a little bit? ... Anyway