Sleepless 15 Dec 05

My dear little sun,

I have a lot to say... You are my sun in my life.... Missing you....

Language is so powerful because it make two strangers so close.
But Language is so pale because I can not find a word to discribe my thought.

Sometimes it is easily mistaken. I know I mistook your questions sometimes and later understood what you were asking. At least hopefully...

I thought you are a part of me. Or I want? Or I hope? Or I believe? Or I dream? ... For whatever damn reason, I so care you.

I deleted some words because I do not know whether it is right for me to say so. Or I am allowed to say so.... Just want to let you know, it is a really sleepless night for me.