Are you stil there?

You mentioned you came weeks ago. So want to see whether you still come. Missing you.

Sleepless 05 March 2006

Was so happy to be with you last night. Forgot about how tired I was. Other guys must be wondering what is wrong with me. haha....

Watched a very interesting movie tonight. A Korean movie, called boy goes to hevean.

A boy called "Four Pieces" lives with single mother. One day, his mother goes to Soul and comes back but suiccide.

A single mother comes to the town and opens a cartoon store in his mother's old store. Four piecies fells in love with that single mother.

One day, the theater gets fire when they are there. And before they run away, Four pieces aske her to marry him. The little boy was lost. Four piecies dies in order to protect the little boy. The God in heaven decides to give Four Pieces 20 days as a mature man. He went back and got together with single mother for 20 days.....

A very simple story, like somebody telling you a story in a very plain and slow tone. Compared with other big love stories, it is so tiny to be ignored easily. But it is so beautiful. If I can have 20 days with you, I will be much happy.

I always have a mixed feeling with you. But for some reason, I have a very special feeling. So hard to discribe. Or maybe, the same feeling of kingkong. Anyway, he can not discribe either. Hahaha.......

Sleepless 28 Feb. 06

had a lot of dreams last nite. All about you. I waked up at midnight. I had posted something a few days ago. Finally deleted it. Are we back to the relationship half a year ago. Or became even more distant to each other. At the end, are we finally two straight line, heading to different directions?

Something interesting

《世界上最远的距离》----
世界上最遥远的距离
不是, 生与死
而是,我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你

世界上最遥远的距离
不是, 我就站在你面前,你却不知道我爱你
而是,明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起

世界上最遥远的距离
不是, 明明知道彼此相爱,却不能在一起,
而是,明明无法抵挡这股思念,却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

世界上最遥远的距离
不是,明明无法抵挡这股思念，却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里,
而是,用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人,掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠

Sleepless 14 Feb 06

Happy Valentine Day! Not sure whether you still check this website anymore. Anyway, I went to the dinner. And without surprise, was not able to see you there.

Sleepless 09 Feb 06

What are you doing? My dear sun. Watching an interesting japanese movie and think if you are here it will be very nice. Hope that you are feeling less frustrated. I had the same feeling from time to time. This is just Game Rule. As long as you are playing the game, have to accept it. I know it is not a big deal for you. Sometimes it is just good to talk to somebody.

Next time, when we can be together, I always look forward to that. The time of being with you is still lke a dream for me. Just want to say........

Good night.

Sleepless 08 Jan 06

You may know what I want to say. I am feeling jealous of seeing you with him. Was thinking that you will buy a house soon and move out of this area. Heard that you planned to go back to China this Feb. Sometime, we will maybe be like strangers. Will you still open yourself to me?

Sleepless 4 Jan 06

I was wondering whether you are still reading or want to read. Maybe you did not go to this website anymore. Anyway, I am writing here like a ghost or maybe writing to myself.

Went to Gym tonite with Cindy. And stayed there for about an hour. I should go there every nite to keep fit. Maybe it is too long for us not to talk to each other. I feel strange when you look at me. I am not sure what I should say. Is that what you want?

Heard that you cooked Turkey and tasted good. When someone mentioned to you, I tryed not to keep mentioning you. But remembered everything they told me. Are you feeling happy? Or miss me a little bit? ... Anyway